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OC Writing week day 1 - Angst/vent
PARTICIPANTS: Myself, Afghan, Gloria
FOR ANYBODY ELSE:
Day 1 - Angst
Day 2 - Lore
Day 3 - Diary entry from them about another oc
Day 4 - Blog post from them about an issue
Day 5 - OC's music playlist
Day 6 - Wholesome
Day 7 - Overthinking/stress + recovery from it
TW: Graphic depictions + general pessimism
Have you ever wished you could just end it all? You wish you could, but you probably wouldn't. Not me, anyways. I think those feelings from me are dramatized. I mean, any minor inconvenience and I'm all over the place. Plus, I've got the pain tolerance of an infant. Would it hurt? Would I wake up in the after, or would I stare eternally at the roof of a black, nothing coffin and feel the skin chewed off my bones? That's gross to think about, so I try not to. But we all have to find peace and comfort in death, 'cus it'll happen one day. There's no use in fighting the inevitable.I try to, sometimes, but the truth is that I can't. My name is Catori. My friends call me Tori. Or cat. I've been cursed by a witch-- My sister. She cursed me to slowly have my skin rotted on my bones as I lose control of who I am. Kind of like rabies. I'm turning into a zombie, slowly but surely, and soon I'll be a mindless human-muncher. It sounds gross. And it is. It started with my right side. I cover my eye with my hair, but it looks awful. I'm not sure if there's a cure. I'm a little scared to get attached to people. What if they leave? What if I die in the midst of some valuable super-awesome bondmaking? That'd suck worse then a vampire. I think. I've never met a vampire. Do you think they actually blood-suck, or is that just a myth made by us fleshy mortals to antagonize them because they're totally cooler than us? I think things are looking up. I think, today, I'd like to research some vampires.
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