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untitled sad song
only water today washed down the meds but at least I'm on the antipsychotics again that empty feeling tops any craving but the crumbs of my thoughts make a mess of my bed catch myself living just to die but the guilt tightens just like the noose all I can do is mimic the feeling can’t leave them alone wondering why oh is this all that's out there for me just singing sad songs way out of key pulling myself inside out praying for rain to flood this drought just shut up and take it please do your worst I wouldn’t be here if I could’ve gone first she asked do you want to be like this forever well I don’t see what choice I have in the matter watching the numbers dwindle down all while planting seeds hoping they’ll sprout I keep wishing for help to pull me up but for their sake please let me drown maybe something one day just might work I’ve had a glimpse of a life with more but my footsteps falter and I tumble back while the mirror and pictures watch with a smirk where did all my love go why is nothing the same I’m still clinging on while reaching out it’s only a matter of time until I break oh is this all that's out there for me just singing sad songs way out of key pulling myself inside out praying for rain to flood this drought just shut up and take it please do your worst I wouldn’t be here if I could’ve gone first she asked do you want to be like this forever well I don’t see what choice I have in the matter
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