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mood
Current mood:
indescribable
I need to end my life asap. I’m so done and I just don’t know what’s wrong with me. I don’t see the appeal of living. Especially when we’re gna die sooner or later. That’s not a game I’m willing to play. I’d rather have my life In my own hands watcher than waiting around to die. I feel bad bc I have all these relationships that I’m gna ruin and idk why k keep making new ones. Im suck a f***ing disappointment bro and they even say it themselves. It’s me as a person they don’t like not my actions. When I make good decisions I’m still the same person. They only wrap their heads around the bad and blind themselves from the good. I have absolutely no one to blame tho *hence what my mom says* but I’m serious. It would have been a over and done with if I died back then bro. Tfc did I get myself into...
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