Alive in this moment

I think about all the bad things that have ever happened to me but I am alive in this moment. Every trauma, every gut wrenching moment, has lead up to this, and I'm really happy with where I am today. I truly appreciate everyone that has ever been in my life- whether they used me for their own gain, or were in my life for a literal 2 seconds. Everything has impacted me and turned me into who i am today.