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iamill
Current mood:
 contemplative
since i could remember ive always always always beliebed my actions are a show/example/trial ran by God or some sort of authority/it can range from a diety to a government to my own peers but i feel like ive always been on a spectacle im always watched in some shape or form. my words and actions are being monitored so ive never had the room in life to be cruel like the rest of the world. in a way im blessed/but arent all blessings curses through different lenses? vise vera? i think everyone i consider a friend is in on the opperation (i hope they gave me a cute codename). i feel like a prophet i need to spread my word/but what happens when your word is demonized? how do you demonize an angel.....everything is unfair but everything is so pure and just too. i love my life its terrible
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