04/22/2018 08:15 PM 

Before I sleep.



I think of landscapes and castles in Italy. Film like Warhol Frankenstein to gasper noe carne and kanon.
I feel happy enough to suffocate til no hope with succeeding towards my goal onto good if resist.. can make it...if not smothered
Cloudy sunnyday. My perfect white girl and me only. Tell me "You made it this far take some nap placing your head on my legs. "
If you are reading books ...Im closing my eye hiding my ugly face with my hands trying to see the Scape of nostalgic europe sky colored cloudy and sunlight dim to much as summer days.
pull my hair and tell me. "GUY. NO ONES AROUND YOU AND ME. HOW DO YOU FEEL? EXPRESS YOURSELF.I answered "I WANT MY CHILD VERY BEAUTIFUL YOUR STYLES AND SKIN NEVER LET ANYBODY"
"Right on... Right on... I just want to see you expressing feeling towards me."She says. I answered "Am I enough for you. You are squeezing my ear stop?" She says. "Yuto Hirata be ninja. Its getting dark.. to bungalow! "
Sure. Im in bungalow eating dinner together with my perfect white girl. I smile. Its getting storm outside and all we have is dim light from European design light. Finally I can lay my head on her heart and feel body temperature touching her hair and sleep in warmth of her motherly love..
your hand on my backside of neck holding my head strongly to your heart looking sideways. All I can hear is your comfortable heartbeat and sound of storm outside.

04/09/2018 03:15 PM 

How I feel...

My life I choose my path to be loner. With art, music my works.Earth defense force to horror metal guitarist ..right now Im saving money for my fashionable residence. If so.... to me it was hard decision. My visage I care. Meds as well. Im paling my skin. Im obssessed to white girl somewhere British white. With MTR i can compose more quality. If relationship with girl who Im obssessed seems impossible. I want it to be possible..Rehab DISCO Party UK.. landscape. Easy conversation to girl. No alchol, No cigar. I don't drink alchol or smoke cigarette. For real my masterpiece work. Band members mock my idea up to relationship stealing one. Im pissed For instances Id be holding stunt gun "talk sh*t!" I shove stunt gun shoving to duality ones neck. talk sh*t bout me. HXC fight. Well sorts of mentality like that. One day I want to enjoy romance with my perfect indie white girl. DISCO electro crush to indie music did you feel lonely? Do you feel better with me? I like your clothes and styles.. landscape and these smoothies funcy places. Well silence. I lay to your shoulder .. let me feel and let me be your perfect person .. Angry ? Your faces And all.it makes me feel, happy. Please Im weak enough.. I cooked and brought my lunch maybe cook with me? Shake my shoulder and tell me "Yuto Hirata! My lunch I made brought. Look!"

03/10/2018 06:32 PM 

How is she doing? How shes feeling?

Today was off work im glad I have2days off without work day between. Bit hard to alright. Woke up earlier than workdays had to go clinic for myself to maintain. After I had my haircut same place. Same stylist.

I told her I gigged 3 times and my equipment and sound, as well as choosing band name. Sorts of my mind I didn't like band name. My equipment not powerful sounds. I left and quitted band myself. I stated we could make record label DIY with 1 yen as legal business and many people wanted to be famous instead 5-10years work and off days lets DIY creative band. Mind was student couldn't reached.

After eating pasta. I went to British pub hub. In that case "KADOSH. IM DRINKING JUICE. " Every one was watching soccer and I ordered fish and chips. I was kind of shy. I felt hows Ceri in Manchester doing? May be shes married. I was feeling lonely. May be I am not nice to think of her If married.Thinking about her pale skin and black shaggy hair and glasses. Skinny and very prank minded. Ceri is prank minded but very unique and original in fact very attractive to be with..

I liked British pub HUB. I do think back of my student times in 2009 Tokyo interacting with British girls. I felt I may be stranger in British pub drinking Juice. But I liked fish and chips and apple soda pop cocktails with no alchol.

Back in train. I was thinking of missing my fun memories in Student days in Tokyo and myself to move there, work etc. Or getting over that and stay in Sendai. Kind of hard issues for me. I don't get attracted to Japanese girl. Around 10 I saw British white in Southeast.

Today I received clipper organic tea. Orange and blueberry. Its made in UK and prices same as tea in supermarket. When you look to many food its matter of scientific ingredient and mass produce and feed. Clipper organic tea. Very pretty package designs and I liked the tastes. No need to say it tastes nutritional and chemically updated. Has to be. Tea. By hands like this.

I do lay myself on walls blogging now. My electric guitar and rackmount, start off zero audience my stage performance alone. Where to is important. I would blast raw blast mute onto sync. Rehearse to all.

My residence has to be remaining same affordable prices along with olympic Im estimating prices going up.

I wanted to choose color of flowers to put on Ceri indie kids clothes. Sitting next to her. She say "Die Yuto .. Die Yuto .." with numbers of flowers on her knee at garden park. I say Definately blue. Same as your country flag color. I would tell her "You don't know how attractive you are Ceri.. "

03/03/2018 03:55 PM 

I want to collect tea.

I like drinking tea.
There are lots of teas,herbs to many kinds.
I want to drink tea offwork days to before going to job.
Imported teas from UK and Europe different designs of packages and flavor.
I will stock and drink while watching movies to creating my DIY designs and musics.


I don't turn my shower rooms light. I like the color of moist when light are shining from outside via shower rooms window

Nicoletta Elmi in Andyworhol Frankenstein and Profondo Rosso. Her behavior in movie inspires me. Likely against the humanity of generation.


My guitars and racksystems these devices has lots of feelings from me .I take care every days.

Preparing myself to do my music in Tokyo.

If I met perfect girl friend I want to cook together. I want to make her creative artistic and attractive . I don't drink or smoke as well as I don't ink mybody. Tattoo sticker for one night is alright if she wants me to be bad

Dinner to theme park. Sit next to me. I drink smoothie next to my girl friend . Hold my hand while sitting together landscape and Skies, my feeling does it reach to your heart? Let me sleep on your knees.I want to be perfect one for my girl friend.
Sometimes I think about Relationships I want to make my children like a pretty dolls of mine.

British girl attracts me.

To the Tokyo back again. Once money is ready
My music activity as well.

My sadness I can get over. Look to the sky with me? Sandwich and drinks lean to me if its cold. How do you feel? In silence together. I will be your perfect one. Forever with me,Lets make unforgettable memory together hold my hand strongly. I made flower to put on your clothes or hair. My pretty girl such a beautiful face and romantic don't need to speak. Lean to me. Forever your feeling inside my heart

02/10/2018 04:27 PM 

My friend project profile is entirely redesigned and renewed



I took coding tutorial from Microsoft certificate instructor and made my profile layout entirely updated redesigned and renewed. Im very happy right now and very high at the moment.
I went to click homeschool in Yaotome asked for html/css coding techniques for friend project.
www.friendproject.net/xX18210605Xx

02/04/2018 08:14 PM 

Im designing my custom Friend project layout

Im working on layout design after this would be coding
thanks everyone on my FP friend lists

02/02/2018 09:06 PM 

KABOOM eating ice cream at cafe

yeah. i might design my FP profile layout.
i like interpol obstacle1 bass lines.
im aiming my sound somewhere between linkin park with the bled break down tankblast. right now saving money to get my own residence. 1 kitchen somewhere around Tokyo metro with shower and bath. and continue my artwork and music activity. usually my rigs setup is down to line level basis and alter the tone using COSM at the end. i saturate gain with tubes using circuit board basis digital tone.
this is how it goes. line level basis speaker sim signal flow to resonate to tweak locut and hicut equaliziation or to make my signal array with order then to COSM effects which makes the generated tones to more effective shape. this is the way i set up my rig for recording with MTR. for gig and stage performance basis i exclude COSM and use dynamics equalization with powertubes of VHT series. i bring all the signal flow down to line level basis then to altering device to shape up the tone out of poweramp equalization excluding COSM effects if im shoving it to poweramp. because it wrecks the sound if im trying to generate tone out of speaker cabs. for recording with MTR i shove COSM at the end.

fender japan jaguar sunburst with single coil pickup interests me to mount rear pick up to active EMG. definately v30s.

09/23/2017 04:57 PM 

My DIY CD COMPLETED.

Did Composing/photoshoot/ design all By my self..To the factory DATA. Brought it to the ESP shop all my word documents and disk. Right now i have dummy cabs.heard at shop brand new v30s MESA does all..revised refined. Oneday I want real mesaV30s. Thanks for reading. I bought Dean R koonz Phantoms DVD for cheap. Drinking ginger ale. Listening to stabbing westward ungod.

08/28/2017 03:05 PM 

When I press my DIY CD free give away

My disk design and sleeves are done.
Im thinking about putting altered voice to my songs.
My music project official site is here:
https://pulsesignal.web.fc2.com/index.html

I will do gig around where I live.
I got two story boards combining into one.

Industrial horror / Post hardcore = xXTACTICAL COREXx

03/21/2017 01:06 PM 

My ESP training manual

YOU LIKE CHEMICAL BROTHERS!

From back in student days.
Way too much info / data .dictionary. its not text book.
Endless scale practices and chord practices.
I can pick which sound is interesting.
Remember this is not on merchandise its industry confidential info material.

Scales:
C major scale starting from C 7 patterns

Chords:
Minor roots E A D
Sus4 roots E A D

arpeggio and sweep move along as well

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