can't sleep yet

at the moment i feel loved. i cant feel my arm again. my heart is getting pinched. theres no one else here at the moment. they will be though. it doesnt matter if i want it or not. i dont know for sure. its warm and cold. does it matter? i'll know soon. i dont know if i want to know. it wont change. at the moment i am more at ease than scared.


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